40 Weeks

I must admit I didn't think I would find myself pregnant at this point. I am so looking forward to holding our new little baby in my arms. I love babies, the smell, holding, feeding, sleeping. The last 2 weeks have been a roller coaster of emotions for me. There were some days that I felt that I could do anything. I had so much energy. Then there were other days that I just didn't think I would make it another minute. Truly, I feel great physically, all things considered. Sure, I have aches and pains and exhaustion, but all in all, I am doing great. Funny how hard it is to wait. Most people I meet seem confused by the fact that I am this far along. The next question they ask is, "Will you induce?" No, we don't have plans to induce unless there was a medical need for it. The younger kids are confused as to why we have been counting the days and now Baby Jack is not here. It's fun. Today I go to see our midwife. This weekend we have a birthday party planned for George and Lily. All of the Shankle family will be here and lots of friends. Could make for some excitement.